Elizabeth Reynolds Ussery or Petyon Charles Ussery

Wow, typing those names out is really fun. I can't believe that I'm pregnant again. It is the most unexpected and unplanned thing. I think it was more shocking than finding out I was pregnant with Mackenzie. I have to admit in the beginning I was shocked. I cried for two days or so. It was just a lot to take it. Lee had finally made an appointment to get fixed and then the next day I find out I'm pregnant.

I was so content and our family seemed perfect. We had a girl and a boy and they are such wonderful kids. They were amazingly good babies, slept well and ate well, hardly cried. I mean who really wants to join the crap shoot and end up with a fussy colicy baby? Not me, but it's okay. I'm finally thrilled. I can't wait for him or her to join us. I really have no preference if it's a boy or a girl. I've been blessed with one of each so far.

Jackson announced the other night that he wants a sister. I just think it's because Mackenzie is so good to him. I don't know how he'd handle it if we had another boy seeing as he's such a major mama's boy. I've almost resigned myself to the fact that it is a girl. The main reason being that Jana's nephew was born around the same time as I'm due but this year. They have tons of really nice clothes that he never wore or hardly wore. Because they have offered all of the clothes it means I'll have a girl so I can't use them.

I'm due around July 18th. I go to the Dr. the Tuesday after T-giving to meet with the nurse about my history, etc. Then the next day I go in for an u/s and meet with the Dr. I think it's so great. Wow, we're going to be able to see the little peanut on the screen. I think this is so great. A little shocking but it's so perfect.

I've been craving Italian food like crazy. I should've know I was pregnant before I did. And my chest is sore and I feel bloated. Ugh, but it's okay. I'm going to take it all in. Because I can assure you that this is 1000000000000% positively the last one. I'm not kidding. And no mom, I'm not going to eventually have 5 kids.