Bratty Kids

Being the nice person that I am I said I would watch my neighbors daughter tonight while she did a run for her job. This is a little devil child. She has a sweet spirit, but she's so rambuncious and all over the place. Non-stop. She's only been here 36 minutes and I feel as if my head is about to spin. Running all over the place. Not stopping when I tell her to. Ignoring me. Tearing my house apart. These is one of the two siblings that tore my house apart a few months back when I watched them as a favor for their mom. I have to admit that I love my kids to death, but I'm not the best at dealing with other's kids. Ugh. kids.

I'm watching The Office right now and this show just kills me. It's one of the best shows ever. And there is a 2 hour Grey's Anatomy tonight! I'm going to DVR it as always and start it later tonight. There is no way I can watch it while I've got kids running all around. Great quote from Michael on The Office, "As soon as that was coming out of my mouth I knew it was wrong". That sounds like the story of my life.

My Grandmother Godfrey has been trying to learn how to use the internet where she lives now. I thought it was cute as can be. Dad told me she tried to email him but it didn't go through. When i was on the phone with her last week I created her a yahoo email account and password. I gave both of these to her when I was doing it. I sent her an email with the link to this blog. Earlier this week she had help getting online and she got my email and came to this site. I think she was shocked as to how much I spill on here. I told her it's free therapy. I often feel so much better typing things on here.

A lot of times there are things I just cannot say. I would love a place to put those thoughts down and quite frankly don't care if strangers read it but it's not things that I want everyone to have access to. Well, those who knew me. Don't want to spill too much.

I'm so ready for Lee to come home. It's flown by but it's just been a long time. I'm drained. Theh kids miss him. Jackson's been saying "daddy at work" for weeks now, I need a weekend day to sleep in until 8. You get the idea. I know I won't be able to sleep Monday night because I'll know he'll come in during the night. I'm wondering if he'll be able to have restraint and not wake up the kids. I know it's been very hard on him. I think he has a new appreciation for all of us.

I'm really tired of work. I'm burnt out. I wish I could do a job from home. Something computer related. I have amazing typing skills, can do research online, etc. I just wish I could find something to match up with that. I just can't continue in a job that is stressful and that I feel is affecting my health. I really think it has an impact on my BP. Unfortunately I have to continue to work until I just happen upon a windfall of money. I'm waiting on a trust fund to magically appear. Where or where are you trust fund? Just enough to pay my mortgage? Okay, not gonna happen, I know.

Where oh where is that girls mommy? Not here that's for sure.

I just love my kids though. They are constantly keeping me on my toes. I just want to eat them up. Okay, I'm rambling about nothing. Nonsense. gonna get ready to kick the kid out and then get my kids to bed and then find me some dinner and then watch Grey's. Ahhh... the highlights of my week.