Vent

I just need a moment to vent. Lee promised that during his vacation which he is off for 9 days total that he would make sure the entire garage was cleaned out and the house would be scrubbed from top to bottom. I don't think you understand how much organizing needs to be done. The laundry room majorly straightened up, tubs cleaned, toliets cleaned, bedroom organized, under our bed cleaned out, etc. You get the idea. He promised me it'd be done and he even did so in therapy. We went over our entire plan for his week of vacation and getting it all done. Well he's worked now a total of 4 hours over the past 7 days in the garage. These 4 hours was over a span of Friday and Sunday mornings. He more than complained the entire time. Moaned and groaned and was like a little girl.

I'm seriously freaking out because it's never going to be done. He claimed the first 3 days of vacation he didn't feel well and he needed to rest but he'd get it all done. Nope. Then today I talk to him while I'm in L&D getting my first NST test and u/s of the week at the hospital. I say something about it not getting done. He then says that we still have 3 weeks until I'm induced. That's not what he agreed to. Then I come home and try and start cleaning the kids bathroom and he follows me around telling me I'm not suppose to be on my feet and to sit down. Problem is anytime he seems me trying to clean either pregnant or not he always wants me to stop. It's frustrating.

This may sound petty but part of me wants to go back to Jana's. I'm a little sick of dealing with him and his procrastination. It's really upset me. I even let out some tears while at the hospital today. I feel as if he's let us down especially when he's been promising to change and do this and that finally for our family.