It's Been A While

I know it's been a while since my last post. I have to say that post looks so dark and moody looking back. It was just how I was feeling at the time. I know things are going to work out and be okay in the long run. I was just feeling so overwhelmed and continue to feel so but it's much better. I think I was going through a depression period. I've been seeing a psychologist and he's great.

We haven't focused on anything yet but it's just been more or less time for me to get out all of my frustrations and talk it over with someone. I cannot tell you how great it has been. It has truly helped. I took this 5xx question test to help him determine some things about me and it was so funny b/c you could tell the questions that were for the paranoid skitzos, etc. From my answers he was pretty on target with me. There were a few things that didn't go w/ me but overall it was an accurate picture. The day we went over the results Jana had an appt. at 3:15 shortly after mine began w/ another person. She came in for a little bit on the session and it helped give him insight to me and what I had been saying about myself.

It turned out to be a good thing b/c later Jana went to see him. He has helped her out so much too. I am very sad though. Jana is moving back to Montgomery. I know she'll still come down a lot and they still have the house here but I have to admit I'm sad. I felt like last night was our last supper in a way. No more just calling her up or her calling me and us grabbing dinner together or watching Grey's. I know we'll talk on the phone a lot more than we do now. It's just knowing that she's not so close.

Mackenzie is at my parents house this week. I'm going up there this weekend to see their new house and to get her. I am sooooo excited about seeing everyone. It's been a long time. Well April I guess.

I better run. work is a calling, literally.