Why Should I Expect Anything More?

I shouldn't. I sent out an email to some friends and family about the sharks that were in the beach in town on Monday. I get this emailed response from my sister-in-law.

"And to think jay & I were out on a sand bar this weekend, drinking beer. Sorry we didn’t have a chance to visit.--Macie"

Yes, they were in town and didn't visit us or call us. This is at least the 3rd time I know of that they've been down here and haven't seen the kids. She's seen Jackson on 2 Thanksgivings, 2 Christmases, 1 of his birthday and at the funeral. That's it. You would think she'd care more to see him and Mackenzie.

When she came down back when Jackson was an itty bitty thing I even offered to meet her and Jay so they could see Jackson. No, they were too busy drinking on the beach to want to see him. Her words not mine. Do you know she did end up coming by our house but do you know why? To pick up the keg-o-rator that Lee had. Yeah, I had already left the house to see Jana and then she calls trying to see if I can let her in the house. It just pisses me off.

Maybe she doesn't like kids. I know she doesn't want any. I can't tell you how relieved I was when she said to me that she and Jay would rather not take the kids if something happened to us because they had plans of retiring by xx age, etc. and kids would mess it up. I would come back from the dead to make sure she didn't raise my kids. She drinks way too much and I've always heard from Lee that she's an alcoholic and it might be so.

I guess more than anything I'm just mad because she never wants to take the time to see my precious babies. So screw her.