Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse. I was wrong. I can't remember if I blogged about Lee's wreck a few weeks back. We got the estimate and it's a little over $3k but would just cost us the deductible. Well it got worse. Lee was in a horrible wreck on Saturday. It was the front of his car but it was not his fault.

The guy driving was an idiot and wasn't paying attention and couldn't slow down in time. He pulled in the median but decided he could make back into the lane. Oh no, he ended up sideways and Lee collided with him. He was driving the car home from the dealer and apparently his stepdad bought him the car and he's 31 years old and he lives at home w/ his wife AND HE WAS DRIVING WITH A SUSPENDED LICENSE!!! I'm just furious over the entire thing b/c he admitted fault and the trooper cited him for careless driving and driving w/ a suspended license and now his insurance company is saying it might not be his fault. Talk about a headache.

Lee went to the ER later Saturday and they did a full body x-ray. He's still in a lot of pain right now and he's been very nervous and odd acting. He's always been a little spastic but he's just acting so anxious all the time. He's going to our internist tomorrow and we'll see what they say. We saw an attorney today b/c we didn't know what to do b/c our insurance company told us to wait on the other one and things are just a mess.

I was finally feeling better about so many things and then bam! We're hit with this and my job stuff. It's not turning into a good month. Or maybe year. I think my office is going to shut down and then I have to fight my contract. Which I've been advised by an attorney to fight it if they do shut it down for the remainder of my salary on my contract. Yes, life is so fun. I'm just so freaking happy. And just when we set aside enough money to get a new washer/dryer or bedroom set I'm scared to death about money b/c of the wreck and my employment and when I fight them for my contract. Unemployment is only $1100 a month here and I've been looking for a while now and there are no jobs, I'm talking about even outside my line of work. So we're screwed.

I know this is unreasonable and not what we're going to do but I've thought about just giving up and filing for bankruptcy and letting the house go and just starting over from scratch. I just don't know what else to do. I just wish life was a big chalkboard and you could erase it when things get bad and start over.