I Wanna Love You...

Please get that song out of my head. Akon. He keeps going through my head over and over again. Either that or Fergie's "Fergalicious". I wish it'd stop. I have a few things I want to talk about today.

Al Sharpton and Strom Thurmond
Okay, I think it is the funniest thing I have heard in a really long time. It is hysterical that the Reverand and yes, I mean the reverant Al Sharpton, may very possibly be related to Strom Thurmond. Yes, the wonderful Sharpton's family a few generations back was traced back to Strom Thurmond as his or his families slaves. I am not for slavery at all but I think it's great that his family was the Thurmond's family's bitch. Yes, I know I don't curse that often on here but I felt in necessary. This man gets up and sprews racist things but no, it's not the white man beating up the black man with words, it's the black man spewing against the white man. So Al Sharpton take that.

Britney Spears
You are a skanky little snot. You have two young children and you need to begin behaving like a responsible parent. Put on some panties and put down the coke and booze and whatever else you're shoving down your throat or up your nose. Have you finally succumbed to the white trash that you were married to? At this point I seriously seem to think he might be better off with your boys. Get a grip and get help. Otherwise your boys are going to be scarred for life and you're going to end up either a washed up nasty whore or dead in some hotel room like Anna Nicole Smith.

Anna Nicole Smith
Okay, how can I pass up an opportunity to jump on the bandwagon like everyone else. Anna Nicole had it coming to her. Obviously she has had a drug problem for many many years and she should have been responsible enough to get help especially once she found out she was pregnant. There is no mistakening the fact she was high on some type of drug whether it was prescription or not on the video whiel she was 8 months pregnant. She isn't good enough to be a mom. The tragic part in all of this is Dannilynn. This is an innocent little girl who has unfortunately been born into a world of dirty nasty liars who are all around her. Howard K. Stern is nothing but a leech. I watch the train wreck on TV when she had her reality series. It is so obvious to anyone who watches the show how much he wanted to "be with her" and he'd put up w/ her verbal rants, etc. and it is just pathetic. I don't know if it's because he truly fell in love with her or she became his obsession or she became his meal ticket. I am sure it changed over time and his feelins weren't what they were in the beginning. He should just be ashamed of himself.

Larry Birkhead. Is he any better to raise the baby? I don't know and does anyone really know? I don't think his motivies are for money. When he began filing his paperwork Anna was still alive.


Enough
Okay, enough of my crazy rants. I'm exhausted tonight. Lee went in to work yesterday at 9am and didn't get home until 3am. I know he needs to do this to get a feel for the place but I just worry about his well being and him wearing himself out. I don't know how long he can keep this up. I stayed up until 1am waiting for him. I should've known he wouldn't be until really late but I couldn't help it. I wanted to hear how things went.

I felt semi-depressed yesterday after talking to him. I was on the way home with the kids and he was telling me somethings about his day and all in all he's not sure he made a good choice in changing jobs. I just felt down. It reminds me of when we lived in Niceville and he would drive to P'cola every day and work at least 14 hour days. He did this while I was pregnant. It was so sad. He was so exhausted and worn out. He was busting his butt to prove himeself and the fact he had a really butthole of a boss.

So with me feeling down I called my Jana. I asked her if she wanted to go have dinner. Not that we really needed to spend any money but it'd make me feel better. We met at Osaka hibachi. Now Lee would just die if he knew we went because he loves going there and b/c it's so expensive. The kids were soooo good there! We had such a great time, all 4 of us did. We sat next to the nicest older couple who were on vacation down here for a month. They were so nice. Of course everyone looked at Jackson and watched his reactions. He had this deer caught in headlight looks. He did not like the fire too much. He did love the rice. And my Mackenzie loves the rice and chicken. She was a riot. She kept having one liners for the chef. He was a hoot too. She had everyone in stitches. so a ton of money later I felt a lot better. I was full and not so depressed. I had a good time with Jana and the kids were so good.

I am going to lie down now. I'm exhausted and need to get some sleep. So long.