What a miserable day

This has truly been an awful day. I did what I had to do. I let her go. It was against my wishes. I want that to be clear. My heart breaks for the pain and strain it will put on the already tight finances. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I don't think I need to be in management. I can't handle these sort of situations. It's just not in me. I hate confrontation. Just ask Jana.

Lee went to Montgomery yesterday to pick up his mom's car. He decided to sell the car he has been driving and is going to drive hers. He put an ad in the papers to advertise his car and he sold it the 2nd day the ad was out and to the first person who called. He met them today and finalized the transaction. We had a little scare a little bit ago though. Lee called me in a panic telling me he was on the side of the road in Destin and the car quit on him. Not a good thing. I picked him up and get got some gas for the car and some oil. Come to find out it had some water in the gas tank and all it needed was some gas. Thank goodness. Needless to say both of us were relieved. If this had not been the case it would not have been a good situation. I love his moms car. I even offered to drive it so Lee could have the bigger car but he declined. Thank you. Thank you for the tough choices you have made to make everything okay. I appreciate it more than words can ever express.

This week is going to suck big time. Not only am I in a funk over what happened but... well that's it. It's just put a big damper on my week. I know that it's stupid for me to feel that way because this isn't about me and doesn't effect me like it does her. Oh well. I can't help the way I feel.

On a positive note Brad and Amy will arrive in town on Thursday. I've got to check and see how I will balance everything with them and work. This situtation has put a small kink in my plans but I'll get it all figured out.