Oh My!

Brad is on his way here and should be in Destin with in a few hours. Wow! I can't believe I'm actually going to meet him. I can't believe it. Someone who has my blood and I didn't even give birth to them. :-) I'm nervous. My stomach is in knots. I'm excited but scared. Not of him but of the moment of actually meeting him face to face. It's funny because he and Amy spend the night about 15 mins from my parents house last night. So close yet so far away.

I am a bad girl. I feel awful b/c I haven't called Bobbi or Tabitha in a while but things have just been so insanely busy it's hard to find time. I've also been in a semi-depressed mood since last weekend and I have had horrible headaches. I think the stress has caused my BP to soar thus causing the headaches. I went and had my renal ultra sound yesterday. It took a little over and hour. I'm sure my kidneys are just fine. This test though will eliminate though what could be causing my edema and other things. I don't think anything is truly wrong w/ me but the high BP. I know that the BP causes other problems but over all I think I'm going to be just fine. Man, watch me fall over and die tomorrow because I said I'll be fine.

It feels so good outside today. The high is suppose to be 78. Man I love this weather. Okay, I think I'm going to go a puke now. Get it out of my system. I'm telling you I'm nervous beyond what words can describe. Blek!