Can It Get Any Worse?

Can my week get any worse? Seriously. I think I've now had the worst week that I have had in over a decade. I dispise the cards I've been dealt and now I've got to play my hand tomorrow morning. I'm ultimately going to ruin a great friendship (yet again because of this) and I'm my action (even though it's not my choice) will have a devestating impact on her. Yes, I have to let Bonnie go. I hate it. It sucks! Ugh! I don't want to be a manager, I don't want to be in this business right now either. Ultimately it's not my fault that the entire market has gone to hell in a hand basket. It's nothing I've had control over. The market from here to Pensacola to Panama City I know for a fact has gone this way. I believe it's over the entire state of Florida as well. I know I should be thankful that at least I have a job for now but it's hard for me to. I am just to involved in this situation. Their financial situation is 100 times worse than ours could ever be. They've got 2 small children both in diapers and one on formula. Her hubby only works a few nights a week waiting tables and she by all means was the bread winner. It makes me sick. Bottom line is I am too involved in this situation. Our husbands are good friends and over the past 3 years of working together off and on in a very enclosed environment you can't help to have it personal. I will never ever ever ever again hire someone who I have a personal interest. This is just tearing me up inside.