I Don't Feel Like Myself

I don't like the meds that I just started taking. I don't know why they are making me feel the way I am or I don't know if I feel this way just because and it has nothing to do w/ the meds or what. I feel depressed. I have no motivation to do anything. Yesterday I felt almost comatose. It was weird. I don't feel like myself. I want to feel like myself. I hate this. I want to feel like Rebekah again. I have a feeling it's not all medicine related. I want it to stop.