Blah Blah Blah!

What a boring day. I think the golf tournament on Thursday just threw me off of my game. I've been exhausted and just blah. This weekend I just didn't do too much. I mean Mackenzie and I went to the baby shower but that was about it. I felt so odd yesterday. Just tired and out of it. I felt better today but not too much.

Okay I've felt so good about the weight I lost but I think I blew it today. Yup, I did. I can just feel it. I think I've deprived myself for a few months. I ate the oatmeal chocolate chip cookies I baked. I cannot admit how many. I then ate the filet last night and the mac 'n cheese. For a late lunch today I ate a personal pan pizza I made and then I had some of these cookies I bought. I'm not even a big sweets person. I don't like cookies. I always buy them but I'm never the one to eat them. Then I also ate some of the fat free Ruffles. I feel like a pig. My stomach has expanded. I think it's going to explode. I need to purge all of this from my system. It makes me feel so disgusting. I think I've got issues with food now. No, I just have issues when I eat more than I should.

Lee is off tomorrow and is picking up Mackenzie from school. She loves being in the car riders. I hope when I wake up in the morning it will be a much better day. Being in a routine helps me function so perhaps that's what I need. I don't know why I'm blogging right now. I have no idea why I'm even typing out my day today. It was borning. Who in the world needs to know what I ate? No one.

Hmmmm....... maybe if I made myself post everything I ate for the day then I'd be more careful. That sounds like an idea until I gorge myself that is.

Ohhhhh... I watched Grey's Anatomy. It was so awesome. I cannot wait for Thursday night. It's the best show ever written. The acting is superb. I wait in anticipation for every episode. At least I know I'm not the only one. I'm watching Studio 60 right now and it's not half bad either. I love Matthew Perry and add Bradley Whitford, Amanda Peete, Timothy Busfield, Evan Handler, and DL Hughley and you have a great ensemble. The other unknown cast members are great too. I'm like the conosouiere of TV. It's sad. It's like I have no life. I guess it's just my escape.

Okay, I'm running now. To bed that is. Or maybe to the leftover filet. Hmmm... okay I'm going to bed. If I eat another bite I'll die. 'night